That would be hard to get over ! I am 55 and although I never went through that , my mother was very abusive both physically and mentally ! There was 9 of us lids and I was nxt to youngest ! I look back and realize I , myself hold nothing whatsoever against my mother ! Times were different and people take Prozac like it's candy now days when in fact if they had it back then myother needed it , just didn't know it ! I wish she was alive now I would do so much to make her life better than what she had when raising us
the other day someone asked me it i ever got a beating when i was a child.... i started crying and told them that i was beaten with a stick, with a piece of pipe,a shoe....she was like a hitler or a kind with 4 children...now i am empty from inside for her..
though i love my children to death..they are my life, they also love me very much..but i am scared to touch them for long,i am so scared from inside that i will get these dirty feelings for them...because i am their daughter it may be in my blood
i am angry with my mother from last 30 years
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That would be hard to get over ! I am 55 and although I never went through that , my mother was very abusive both physically and mentally ! There was 9 of us lids and I was nxt to youngest ! I look back and realize I , myself hold nothing whatsoever against my mother ! Times were different and people take Prozac like it's candy now days when in fact if they had it back then myother needed it , just didn't know it ! I wish she was alive now I would do so much to make her life better than what she had when raising us
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i think if u are abused in childhood..the scars remains till u are alive...one can never forget and forgive..
the other day someone asked me it i ever got a beating when i was a child.... i started crying and told them that i was beaten with a stick, with a piece of pipe,a shoe....she was like a hitler or a kind with 4 children...now i am empty from inside for her..
though i love my children to death..they are my life, they also love me very much..but i am scared to touch them for long,i am so scared from inside that i will get these dirty feelings for them...because i am their daughter it may be in my blood