well I can only allude to what it may be, of course. I'm not a professional and I've never studied psychology. It would only be an analytical opinion which may not hold any weight.
I think your issue is some kind of reverse sadism, it's like the reverse of sadistic personality disorder. I'm not sure if there is such a thing, but its the best way I can describe it.
This could have manifested itself in you through low self esteem, a feeling that you must be punished in some shape or form, perhaps even hypersexuality is playing a small part in it as well. Or your desire to be dominated and feel powerless may be a symptom of some past trauma in your life. Without knowing you I have no idea what that could be.
I am a black female is it normal to fantasize being raped by racist ?
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well I can only allude to what it may be, of course. I'm not a professional and I've never studied psychology. It would only be an analytical opinion which may not hold any weight.
I think your issue is some kind of reverse sadism, it's like the reverse of sadistic personality disorder. I'm not sure if there is such a thing, but its the best way I can describe it.
This could have manifested itself in you through low self esteem, a feeling that you must be punished in some shape or form, perhaps even hypersexuality is playing a small part in it as well. Or your desire to be dominated and feel powerless may be a symptom of some past trauma in your life. Without knowing you I have no idea what that could be.