I’ve lost passion for something i am so talented at
I’ve been playing cello for 2 years now, I joined an orchestra a little over a year ago, I used to be so enthusiastic about cello. I wanted to be a classical musician but as the months went by my passion just left me. I can’t connect with my music in any way, these days reading notes seems like a foreign language.
I can’t keep up with the rest of the orchestra and I’m falling behind. I space out a lot during orchestra practice, and I’ve been forgetting things that I used to know. I’ve also been feeling more anxious lately.
I’ve stopped practicing cello because I don’t feel the need to practice. This wasn’t a problem for me last year. People say I’m talented but I don’t feel that way. I feel empty inside, I can’t connect with the cello in anyway. I’ve lost my passion. This isn’t the first time it’s happened. The same thing happened with Piano, then Dance, then Figure skating. At this point I really don’t know what to do, or how I can gain my passion back.