I’m afraid to have friends
I’m afraid to have friends, I enjoy psychology , and physically hurting them. I like seeing people I like In pain. My ex best friend has scars on her wrist and hand from me digging my nails deep in her skin I’d mentally hurt her too. I’m very toxic towards people and sometimes don’t realize that I’m physically hurting them, I enjoy it. So in order to stop doing it I stopped friends all together from years of friendship with others, I don’t know what to do, I can’t stop hurting them. This is the only way.