Humping bean bag chairs

Yeah, I love him. He's a hottie, I just wish I had met him sooner, maybe we could have had kids. I feel like I'm too old for it now. People always try to cheer me up by saying, "oh, you can still adopt", but to be completely honest I really would prefer my own, and regardless I'm afraid I wouldn't have the energy to raise a child or two.

I do think my Texan and I would have had cute kids, of course I'm hoping they would be strawberry blond headed or or auburn haired. They could just turn out plain ole brunette or blond, but a girl can dream can't she, even if she's turning into an old woman.

All of this is why I'm a hard ass about not wasting time with the wrong ones and working on one's self instead of just settling, because one is lonely. It'd possible to eventually meet a nice, wonderful person, but one must care for and work on one's self instead of searching for affection to fill the void, because one wants to be prepared when he or she finds a good person.

Spending time with the wrong person, getting heartbroken (or sticking around to break the wrong one's heart), and then trying to recover over and over can be so draining. I get so sick of the posts where people ask, "how do I get this guy (or girl) to like me. It's a simple thing, they can't, and neither can anyone force someone else to "like" them.

I hate it when someone says they've "fallen" for someone, because that statement takes no responsibility, and makes it sound like the object of their affections left out a bunch of banana peels for some poor fool to slip on which isn't the case. In fact often times the person who the fool falls for is just minding their own business, and doesn't even know the fool exists.

People just need to eat more fiber!