How would you react if you realize the guy you like think you are shit
The more I think about it and see things from his standpoint, the more I realize that the man who I like thinks I'm nothing more than a piece of shit.
I'm super socially awkward and I have gotten him into trouble. And I'm not well liked among my peers. There is honestly nothing I am superior to him in.
I honestly think all this time where I'm fantasizing about the possibility that he even thinks about me is a bit of a joke. Why would he? There is nothing desirable about me.