I don't have a first love. There was this girl that I had a weird feeling for, I woudn't call it love, but I was thinking about her alot. I was quite young at the time.
She made me so pathetic. The way I was and thinking puts me to shame.
She done nothing wrong, I just liked her too much.
Now I just have this sort of hate for her, because ,unintentionally she made me feel like somebody I'm not, and then started to ignore me due to certain drama happening.
From what I've heard and seen from her lately, she's turned in to one of those party people, so even if I was in the same mind set as I was back then, I'd of not liked as much.
I later found out she wasn't actually the person I liked her for. So I guess she wasn't the person I liked, she was someone I thought I liked.
I was quite ugly as a child, but luckily time has healed that. I long for the day I go back to that loaction in which she lives, bump in to her, and brush her off, making her feel like I did. Pathetic.
That feeling would just be imense.
How often do you think about your first love?
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I don't have a first love. There was this girl that I had a weird feeling for, I woudn't call it love, but I was thinking about her alot. I was quite young at the time.
She made me so pathetic. The way I was and thinking puts me to shame.
She done nothing wrong, I just liked her too much.
Now I just have this sort of hate for her, because ,unintentionally she made me feel like somebody I'm not, and then started to ignore me due to certain drama happening.
From what I've heard and seen from her lately, she's turned in to one of those party people, so even if I was in the same mind set as I was back then, I'd of not liked as much.
I later found out she wasn't actually the person I liked her for. So I guess she wasn't the person I liked, she was someone I thought I liked.
I was quite ugly as a child, but luckily time has healed that. I long for the day I go back to that loaction in which she lives, bump in to her, and brush her off, making her feel like I did. Pathetic.
That feeling would just be imense.