I know exactly what you're going through, in terms of having no friends and being picked on, on a daily basis. I went thru that from 6th to 10th grade pretty much. It sucks. It was so bad that I would fake being sick so I wouldn't have to face the abuse at school, as I didn't feel I could tell my mom about it. I lied to her, I lied to myself. I didn't know myself. I thought I could just be fake about everything. I didn't know myself and that made it worse! Man it really sucks, it's hard even remembering how bad it was! However, now I'm an adult, by the time I was about 24, I grew out of feeling stunted socially. It's as if I was on a different curve, socially than my entire world. Now I've accepted who I am, and I am just sincere and real, and now that I've embraced myself, I've learned that I was probably so different than my peers is because I'm special, not an outcast. I'm an intuitive, not necessarily psychic per se, but I have developed much of my intuitive faculties. I am telepathic, I am just on a different level than other people I know. Now that I'm an adult, I see that I'm special, in a good way. Most people don't understand me, why I need to bond with nature and meditate on my crystals to find enlightenment, or divine wisdom. I've had many unique experiences and synchronicities that guide me. Also, I've learned that having empathy is so important, and love for the world and everybody in general. As a teenager, this may be hard to understand, but just remember karma. Be sincere, don't be fake, don't try to fake your emotions. Be real. In this day and age, being gay is OK, so don't worry about that so much. I don't really know how that plays out in high school nowadays, but at least in your future it's not as bad as it has been in former generations.
Just remember that empathy is intuition. don't ignore it. don't see someone else suffering and justify it by saying you've suffered, now it's their turn. doing this propetuates bad karma and your own misery. Empathy is your intuition trying to guide you to happiness and fortune. Hang it there, it gets better ;)
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I know exactly what you're going through, in terms of having no friends and being picked on, on a daily basis. I went thru that from 6th to 10th grade pretty much. It sucks. It was so bad that I would fake being sick so I wouldn't have to face the abuse at school, as I didn't feel I could tell my mom about it. I lied to her, I lied to myself. I didn't know myself. I thought I could just be fake about everything. I didn't know myself and that made it worse! Man it really sucks, it's hard even remembering how bad it was! However, now I'm an adult, by the time I was about 24, I grew out of feeling stunted socially. It's as if I was on a different curve, socially than my entire world. Now I've accepted who I am, and I am just sincere and real, and now that I've embraced myself, I've learned that I was probably so different than my peers is because I'm special, not an outcast. I'm an intuitive, not necessarily psychic per se, but I have developed much of my intuitive faculties. I am telepathic, I am just on a different level than other people I know. Now that I'm an adult, I see that I'm special, in a good way. Most people don't understand me, why I need to bond with nature and meditate on my crystals to find enlightenment, or divine wisdom. I've had many unique experiences and synchronicities that guide me. Also, I've learned that having empathy is so important, and love for the world and everybody in general. As a teenager, this may be hard to understand, but just remember karma. Be sincere, don't be fake, don't try to fake your emotions. Be real. In this day and age, being gay is OK, so don't worry about that so much. I don't really know how that plays out in high school nowadays, but at least in your future it's not as bad as it has been in former generations.
Just remember that empathy is intuition. don't ignore it. don't see someone else suffering and justify it by saying you've suffered, now it's their turn. doing this propetuates bad karma and your own misery. Empathy is your intuition trying to guide you to happiness and fortune. Hang it there, it gets better ;)