How did your first time feel?

How old are you? You are not a 40 year old virgin are you? I will tell you one thing. It is better for the guy than the girl the first (and most) times. For the most part, neither party knows what the heck they are doing the first time at bat. They think they do but they really don't. As weird as this sounds, find some older, experienced person who will take the time to respect you and romance you. You will really enjoy the whole experience. Even if the older person is a lot older. Yes it sounds pervy but think about it. All the boys your age want is to get off with someone other than their right hand for a change. They don't care if you enjoy it or even if it is hurting you. They just want to get their nut off with a real person. So find someome who will treat your "gift of the first time" with someone who will cherish the gift and reciprocate in kind by making love to you and not just having sex with you. They will take the time to make sure you orgasm as well. They wont leave you hanging. Some day this might make more sense to you.