Hoping for the worst

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ok so when im sick or im hurt i just want to have the worst outcome of it. like recently i went to the hospital for something and they did tests and i wanted something to be wrong with me. and i think like this all the time. if i have a cold i want it to turn into something much worse. and sometimes i even feel the urge to hurt myself like try to break my finger or ancle. i will always want to go out of my way for things to turn much worse than they already are. i really want to know if anyone else feels the same way or am i just completely crazy.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    @santana
    well thats not a good thing to do :/

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Wow, are you ever attention-starved!

    Maybe try to find positive ways to get attention from people. Start initiating hugs more often from your family and friends. Start a hobby, master it, and then show it off. Take up yoga. Become a guru of whatever you want and then people will look up to you and seek your attention. Harming your body or even just hoping for a serious illness, is not a good way to get what you need from people.

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  • ieatrocksdirt
    13 years ago

    i agree with the guy above me. lol

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Actually, I know exactly what you mean. I feel like I'm kind of a boring person so maybe some sort of health issue will give me something to talk about with people? Like I want there to be something special about me.

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  • thetman
    10 years ago

    I have the same problem and it is never for attention or because I want to feel pain I just always hope for the worst and I have no idea why.

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  • acefreakzero
    13 years ago

    i only hope for the worst when i know it wont turn out that bad. never would try to kill myself over it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Me to idk if it's Normal but I do this too!!!

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  • nameless123098
    13 years ago

    I feel the same way.
    I like bad things happening its more exciting.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    i am the same way

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  • t7796
    13 years ago

    if your gonna get caught doing something might as well go all the way

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    ha well i felt that way kind of then i just started cutting myself so idk if im a big help to deal with that

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  • kurrbey
    13 years ago

    if you always hope for the worst it makes it very hard for you to get disapointed... somthing bad happens > you wer prepared or somthing good happens > its a bonus.

    this stops you getting disapointed and is just a way of dealing.

    maybe you had bad experiences i can realy coment on you personaly ot why you are like this but it isnt unheard of.

    ignore the other dolts that give bad comments lol they are weird

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    • thetman
      10 years ago

      For me it's a disappointment when something bad doesn't happen.

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  • aperson33
    13 years ago

    I agree with the first person

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    to thisissomuchfun

    its not even that im attention starved. i go to highschool, have alot of friends. i participate in cheerleading and track. i have a wonderfull loving family. i have enough attention! believe me! its just the simple fact that i want something bad to happen to me. and idk why.

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    • [Old Memory]
      13 years ago

      That is strange. I hope you figure out why. Good luck.

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