Hiding nature's beauty behind my heart.
I consider my body the best thing I have because I can do anything with it, thats inside and out. Natural's the best way to do anything. And I have lots of natural talents and used them widely in high school. Now that I'm two years out of high school and have been enrolled in a community college, I'm scared to be myself (natural) because I'm scared people will hate me or will not like me because of the things that I can do. This all started when a "friend" of mine sarcastically said "Oh yeah lets hear your wonderful voice," with a roll of her eyes. I felt horrible, and wouldn't sing in front of her because I thought it made her feel bad. Now I feel like I'm very closed in when it comes to anything natural around other people. I know how to let go, but now I feel like I'm doing something wrong whenever I "show myself." Is this normal?