I agree, it is rather odd… Pedophiles tend to silence their victims by using threats and other tactics. She threatened to do something to me that I really unnerved me. The week afterwards, she went into full swing. She devised all of these ways to keep me in her room or to visit her house.
On one occasion she took photos of me (which many years later were discovered at a store when the film got developed. She made up a ridiculous lie and got away with it!). She actually told me that this was something normal that families did and that when I had children that I would do the same to them. (I never will). I didn't tell anyone about the photos. I wanted to tell my grandfather for help but, I wasn't aloud.
All throughout that week and I think the next week, the teachers at the after school program got suspicious and kept asking me if something was wrong and that I could trust them. I didn't tell them because, I was scared. She was getting really bold at that point, even making plans in the car in front of my after school.
One day, we were in the parking lot and something came over me. I started freaking out and screaming/crying that I was going to tell. Oh boy, was she scared! :D She started panicking and making threats. I told that her that she could threaten me all she wanted because, I didn't care anymore. You know, she cut that shit out. Yet, I didn't tell anyone.
When I was 18, after years of forcing myself to forget, I came to realize that I had been sexually abused. I arranged to see a therapist. We were getting to the point of contacting CPS and a detective to launch a full investigation. The plan folded when I, unexpectedly ended up confronting her. My life was threatened by her daughter, my mother. They blamed me and my therapist. To protect myself and my therapist, I said that I never told her (or anyone else) about the abuse.
No need to apologise, thanks for sharing your story. That's truly horrific and reading it has made me angry on your behalf that not only has the perpetrator got away with it but on top of that, your mother betrayed you.
I hope you've somehow been able to have a good life in spite of the abuse and betrayal: I've decided that's the best revenge of all.
I wish you well and I hope you now have supportive loving people in your life, because that's what we all deserve
hey iin, what's the worst pain you've ever felt?
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Your grandmother? That is seriously weird. Did you keep quiet about it or what? That's truly awful
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I agree, it is rather odd… Pedophiles tend to silence their victims by using threats and other tactics. She threatened to do something to me that I really unnerved me. The week afterwards, she went into full swing. She devised all of these ways to keep me in her room or to visit her house.
On one occasion she took photos of me (which many years later were discovered at a store when the film got developed. She made up a ridiculous lie and got away with it!). She actually told me that this was something normal that families did and that when I had children that I would do the same to them. (I never will). I didn't tell anyone about the photos. I wanted to tell my grandfather for help but, I wasn't aloud.
All throughout that week and I think the next week, the teachers at the after school program got suspicious and kept asking me if something was wrong and that I could trust them. I didn't tell them because, I was scared. She was getting really bold at that point, even making plans in the car in front of my after school.
One day, we were in the parking lot and something came over me. I started freaking out and screaming/crying that I was going to tell. Oh boy, was she scared! :D She started panicking and making threats. I told that her that she could threaten me all she wanted because, I didn't care anymore. You know, she cut that shit out. Yet, I didn't tell anyone.
When I was 18, after years of forcing myself to forget, I came to realize that I had been sexually abused. I arranged to see a therapist. We were getting to the point of contacting CPS and a detective to launch a full investigation. The plan folded when I, unexpectedly ended up confronting her. My life was threatened by her daughter, my mother. They blamed me and my therapist. To protect myself and my therapist, I said that I never told her (or anyone else) about the abuse.
Sorry about the biography.
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No need to apologise, thanks for sharing your story. That's truly horrific and reading it has made me angry on your behalf that not only has the perpetrator got away with it but on top of that, your mother betrayed you.
I hope you've somehow been able to have a good life in spite of the abuse and betrayal: I've decided that's the best revenge of all.
I wish you well and I hope you now have supportive loving people in your life, because that's what we all deserve