Help! beatin my meat is ruining my life!

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I hope I can find somebody on this site to relate to. Im 20 years old and I've been masterbating since I was 12 or 13 years old. I remember when I first started masterbating it was about once or twice a day. I have never went a full week without jacking off every since I've started... and I really need help. I never realized I might be addicted to masterbating. Its keeping me from making friends, getting a job, or being around people. I hate to be around people because I feel like they notice I jack off alot. I feel like I'll never be able to have kids. When Im with a girl, I normally cant get hard. Even when I try to jack it off its like stagefright or it just doesnt want to get hard. It really makes me not even want to have sex. I even get turned on by guys and I like gay porn but I think its clouding my thoughts. Afterwards, I always feel guilty and promise to never do it again. I dont wanna be bi but I am. I've had oral from guys alot of times and even returned the favor when I was younger... so I think I turned to porn to re-live those moments. I still like girls and I had plenty girlfriends in my life but because I masterbate so much I always think "what if I cant get hard" right before we have sex and I end up getting embarrassed. To solve my problem, I decided to stop watching porn and stop masterbating. Last Thursday was the last time I did and so far so good. I really hope I can get over my addiction so I can get back to normal. Come to think of it... i havent been normal every since I've masterbated. Never gained weight (still at 120), never got taller, never got new friends. Help what do I do?

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  • regane
    13 years ago

    Wanker

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  • snjplzr
    7 years ago

    I'd recommend a sex therapist. You have an obvious and unhealthy obsession. Seeing these replies are from 5 years ago - being 25 or 26 now, I hope you have 'beaten' this addiction.

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  • babyblue8675
    12 years ago

    Do recreational things like going out and hanging out with friends, doing stuff outside ur house might help you take masterbating off your mind and it will make it easier to stop.

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  • chaosdragoon1
    13 years ago

    Cold turkey masturbation? .....I don't think I could. Lol.

    Especially after discovering edging last year.

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  • residentuvDOOM
    13 years ago

    i try to control myself as much as i can
    thats all i hav to say...

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    I wish you luck, I know how hard it is to stop something once it's become a habit but I'm sure you'll be able to do it.

    Even just cutting down on how often is a good thing.

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  • blueboi
    13 years ago

    thanks. I think my body has been used to iut for so long that Im gonna have to work real hard to stay away from porn/masturbating. Im telling you this has been real hard on me but Im not gonna give up. Im gonna try to go as long as I can go without doing it.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    Ignore the comedians, I'll try to help even though I'm a girl lol.

    Maybe looking into getting some help wouldn't be a bad idea, such as for sex addiction. Like any addiction, going cold turkey is hard to do and you'll need a lot of support.

    Congratulations on making it this far though, if you just try to focus on other things, start a project or take up running, whatever you want, it will help.

    Hope I helped a little.

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  • blueboi
    13 years ago

    thought someone would actually help me out on this site... guess I was wrong

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    stop masterbating, if you cant then congradulations you are now a slave to your penis

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    • House
      13 years ago

      hahahaha!

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