Yeah, unfortunately a lot of that stuff doesn't start to show in who you are until adulthood. I think that I probably had a few helping hands from God along the way. It sounds like maybe you have struggled more to cope.
What helped me when I was younger was mimicking adults. I feel like there was a part of me that never learned how to be a child. I seek rules and follow them because I need that structure in my life. I avoid unnecessary confrontation and work to keep things positive. This often means positive music only. Finding a somewhat healthy hobby. Not cursing, etc. It's considered boring to some, but it's a way for me to move on. I attempt to believe in something better, such as a God, without getting too religious or outspoken about it. I sleep with a fan on so I don't have to think too much. When I was in late elementary school, I put my all into sports. I find things I can channel my bad feelings into. Now that I am older, work is one of them. Being too young is a door I will only open so much. I do believe that mind over matter is possible, but that is also my own choice. I have sought what I wanted to.
Anyways, these are just some things in regards to my own life. I won't proceed to assume anything about yours. I know that it is confusing.
That's okay it was a misunderstanding. I realised that we do have some things in common.
I sleep with the fan on too, and I didn't even realise why I can't sleep with it off, now I know why. And I was also a sport fanatic, but quit because of bulling on my sexuality. For some reason others could figure out my secret interest in other guys. And my hobby is digital or 3D art, but that been dying. But I've been slowing been getting back into it now.
I was born into a religious fanily, but my religion has slowly weakened over the years, I only believe in a god now, but I don't like to follow the religion anymore. But I was happier I guess when I was more religious.
And maybe I should break out of the habit of listening to sad music when I'm down, actually makes me feel worse, don't know why I keep subjecting my self to that.
Thanks for the personal insight, I appreciate it. And don't worry it all good.
He punched her in the mouth, is this justifiable?
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Yeah, unfortunately a lot of that stuff doesn't start to show in who you are until adulthood. I think that I probably had a few helping hands from God along the way. It sounds like maybe you have struggled more to cope.
What helped me when I was younger was mimicking adults. I feel like there was a part of me that never learned how to be a child. I seek rules and follow them because I need that structure in my life. I avoid unnecessary confrontation and work to keep things positive. This often means positive music only. Finding a somewhat healthy hobby. Not cursing, etc. It's considered boring to some, but it's a way for me to move on. I attempt to believe in something better, such as a God, without getting too religious or outspoken about it. I sleep with a fan on so I don't have to think too much. When I was in late elementary school, I put my all into sports. I find things I can channel my bad feelings into. Now that I am older, work is one of them. Being too young is a door I will only open so much. I do believe that mind over matter is possible, but that is also my own choice. I have sought what I wanted to.
Anyways, these are just some things in regards to my own life. I won't proceed to assume anything about yours. I know that it is confusing.
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That's okay it was a misunderstanding. I realised that we do have some things in common.
I sleep with the fan on too, and I didn't even realise why I can't sleep with it off, now I know why. And I was also a sport fanatic, but quit because of bulling on my sexuality. For some reason others could figure out my secret interest in other guys. And my hobby is digital or 3D art, but that been dying. But I've been slowing been getting back into it now.
I was born into a religious fanily, but my religion has slowly weakened over the years, I only believe in a god now, but I don't like to follow the religion anymore. But I was happier I guess when I was more religious.
And maybe I should break out of the habit of listening to sad music when I'm down, actually makes me feel worse, don't know why I keep subjecting my self to that.
Thanks for the personal insight, I appreciate it. And don't worry it all good.