No, I tried to do it a couple times and then i got a kitten and stopped trying to do it cuz he made me feel like there is always a reason to live, then I went on vacation and my dad was watching the cat and he fell off the edge and died, and then I became depressed again, my friends had new friends and I didn't because I was so shy, and I dropped out of school, the only person I wanted to talk to was my best friend brooke, but children's aid society took her away from her parents and put her in a foster home, everyone else I don't trust to talk to, and then I got grounded for a about a month and then I got anxiety bcuz I hadnt been outside for a while and then I decided I just wanna stay inside, and now its been about two months since I stepped outside, and bcuz of that im scared that something bad will happen while I'm outside if i go outside, like my facebook getting hacked and somebody posting bad things about me, or something like me peeing my pants in public, etc. But anyways, I watched a movie last week and it brought back sad memories and I grabbed a sharp knife and cut myself bad close to my heart but a little lower hoping to end it all
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? And what caused you to do it?
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No, I tried to do it a couple times and then i got a kitten and stopped trying to do it cuz he made me feel like there is always a reason to live, then I went on vacation and my dad was watching the cat and he fell off the edge and died, and then I became depressed again, my friends had new friends and I didn't because I was so shy, and I dropped out of school, the only person I wanted to talk to was my best friend brooke, but children's aid society took her away from her parents and put her in a foster home, everyone else I don't trust to talk to, and then I got grounded for a about a month and then I got anxiety bcuz I hadnt been outside for a while and then I decided I just wanna stay inside, and now its been about two months since I stepped outside, and bcuz of that im scared that something bad will happen while I'm outside if i go outside, like my facebook getting hacked and somebody posting bad things about me, or something like me peeing my pants in public, etc. But anyways, I watched a movie last week and it brought back sad memories and I grabbed a sharp knife and cut myself bad close to my heart but a little lower hoping to end it all