In high school I was anorexic. I got down to 98 lbs and was 5'7''. I looked like hell because I'm naturally bigger boned so being anorexic made me look even bonier. I did it because I sucked at everything, I was awkward, I was ugly, every one made fun of me, I got bad grades in middle school so I thought I was stupid (the school put me in the retard classes which didn't help either), I was always the 3rd wheel in my group of friends. I think being anorexic made me feel like I was good at something, I couldn't control anything else in my life but I could control my weight.
Have you ever had an eating disorder?
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In high school I was anorexic. I got down to 98 lbs and was 5'7''. I looked like hell because I'm naturally bigger boned so being anorexic made me look even bonier. I did it because I sucked at everything, I was awkward, I was ugly, every one made fun of me, I got bad grades in middle school so I thought I was stupid (the school put me in the retard classes which didn't help either), I was always the 3rd wheel in my group of friends. I think being anorexic made me feel like I was good at something, I couldn't control anything else in my life but I could control my weight.