I've often thought of it myself. I was so depressed that I couldn't stand to be with myself. If you've ever been seriously depressed you understand what I mean. After being in the hospital with others who suffered the same dark thoughts, I came to look at my situation a little differently. Of course there were meds involved as well. I thought about ending my life and what it would mean. I thought I want to escape from the constant pain but realized if I did do it. It would be FOREVER. I shared that realization with others and some of them took a new direction. FOREVER IS FOREVER. NO MORE ME> THATS IT. I still have some tough days but I do my best to get thru them even tho I may cry and feel miserable I just hope that the next day will bring something better. And with the support of my hubby I get through.
Have you ever been suicidal?
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I've often thought of it myself. I was so depressed that I couldn't stand to be with myself. If you've ever been seriously depressed you understand what I mean. After being in the hospital with others who suffered the same dark thoughts, I came to look at my situation a little differently. Of course there were meds involved as well. I thought about ending my life and what it would mean. I thought I want to escape from the constant pain but realized if I did do it. It would be FOREVER. I shared that realization with others and some of them took a new direction. FOREVER IS FOREVER. NO MORE ME> THATS IT. I still have some tough days but I do my best to get thru them even tho I may cry and feel miserable I just hope that the next day will bring something better. And with the support of my hubby I get through.