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Never laugh in the proximity of a sad depressed person. It always feels like you are laughing at them.
:( I have been kind of hypomanic.
More ups than downs but the downs are real downs. Seriously,sometimes I just feel like defenestrating myself. On the verge of panic. I always feel like I am being jerked around.. it's just awful. If people are nice they are overnice, and I feel like they are cuddling me, like they are treating me like a baby. If they are mean they are supermean, every human behavior becomes excessive for me. It is like living a nightmare. When I need attention everyone ignores me, when İ want to be left alone they refuse to get off my back, when İ complain they react like İ am offending them, when İ express myself they act like İ am merely ranting and raving, when I talk about my needs they make me feel guilty about having them, when I explain why I don't do what most people do they start treating me like I am an irresponsible, when I get mad for all the reasons they simply think there aren't good reasons, when I ask for something, and it doesn't happen very frequently anymore,they tell me I make excessive demands, saying I am too needy, I say back off they step in my house pushing me aside, And I am supposed to be the crazy one in this freaking little picture.Comment Hidden ( show ) -
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