I'm 48 and I have felt the same way for 20 yrs now. Waking up in the morning Disappoints me. I see a Therapist every month and on Meds, but the past HAUNTS me from my 15 yr old sister getting killed by a Drunk Driver and finding my Girlfriend dead from an Overdose in 2020. I just be by myself and work by myself and do nothing. I don't wanna kill myself either,but if I don't wake up in the morning that's Fine also.
Have thoughts about dying early
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I'm 48 and I have felt the same way for 20 yrs now. Waking up in the morning Disappoints me. I see a Therapist every month and on Meds, but the past HAUNTS me from my 15 yr old sister getting killed by a Drunk Driver and finding my Girlfriend dead from an Overdose in 2020. I just be by myself and work by myself and do nothing. I don't wanna kill myself either,but if I don't wake up in the morning that's Fine also.