u know passionate anger?
imagine that - targeted at God because he didn't "let/make" me feel all "elated" like the ppl singing in church do.....I wanted to see ppl suffer and be sad like me. I would pray cursing at god and wishing for demons to posses me and stuff.
Obvz none of it works tho.
Lol. Eh, you're just being a douche if you prey for shit to possess you... I did feel a lot that for a short time, but after a while I felt that nice, blissful, warmnth too. Not really sure why, it just came for no reason... I can't really help in the way of telling you what to do, other than seeing somebody who can help. Because the crowd of goths, emos, and dumbfuck "cutters" today are all fakes, finks, douches, and pretenders... I cut myself for like, 2 years because it made me feel nice to do it, you see, I sucked at math in school... I was a straight A student in everything else EXCEPT math. I fell into a depression because of such a simple and rudimentary concept, but that feeling when you want to strangle a duck, punch a puppy, kill a my little pony character is just really, really crappy... Not saying you should cut, but it helps. Glad to see I'm normal as well XD Btw, you may want to quit about a month in because cutting can get obsessive. The only people who have gotten me to stop, are my parents, and my girlfriend.
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u know passionate anger?
imagine that - targeted at God because he didn't "let/make" me feel all "elated" like the ppl singing in church do.....I wanted to see ppl suffer and be sad like me. I would pray cursing at god and wishing for demons to posses me and stuff.
Obvz none of it works tho.
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Lol. Eh, you're just being a douche if you prey for shit to possess you... I did feel a lot that for a short time, but after a while I felt that nice, blissful, warmnth too. Not really sure why, it just came for no reason... I can't really help in the way of telling you what to do, other than seeing somebody who can help. Because the crowd of goths, emos, and dumbfuck "cutters" today are all fakes, finks, douches, and pretenders... I cut myself for like, 2 years because it made me feel nice to do it, you see, I sucked at math in school... I was a straight A student in everything else EXCEPT math. I fell into a depression because of such a simple and rudimentary concept, but that feeling when you want to strangle a duck, punch a puppy, kill a my little pony character is just really, really crappy... Not saying you should cut, but it helps. Glad to see I'm normal as well XD Btw, you may want to quit about a month in because cutting can get obsessive. The only people who have gotten me to stop, are my parents, and my girlfriend.