Hate eating with other people
I hate eating together with other people.
I have social anxiety so it could have something to do with that idk but it's the same whomever it is, even with family or a partner or friends.
As a kid I always left all my food in school etc. because I felt so uncomfortable by people looking at me when I eat, seeing other people eat which grosses me out and also the pressure to be social which stresses me out. I am incapable of focusing on both eating and being social at the same time so I either take extremely long to eat because if someone starts talking to me I stop eating and don't continue until they've shut up or I don't say a word to anyone during the entire meal.
If i'm at a date and the person i'm with looks at me I put my cutlery down and stop eating and sometimes the guy notice this and starts staring at me because he thinks he's being funny but it makes me really anxious and sad inside.