Habit of shitting on host's floor

It's this thing I've done since early childhood. I dunno wtf is wrong with me. I squat in the dark, in a corner and take a shit on the floor then deal with the aftermath, looking for a plastic bag, going through the person's cabinets in the middle of the night to find something to clean it up with.

I only do this in other people's homes, not my own, not in hotels. I use air bnb often and this happens a lot. Is it normal to have this weird quirk in your brain from childhood?

EDIT: I'm not a troll.