Guys, how far would you go with ...

Sorry.. This is really long.
I really don't do much, haven't been in many relationships. If a cute or even okay looking (actually I'm not picky) guy friend of mine wanted to do something (not like BDSM type stuff though) I would in a heart beat. I really hope some of my guy friends are secretly gay or bi or just curious and wish one would open up to me. I hear all these stories and say "why doesn't it happen to me?"
It makes me afraid they just think I'm ugly or weird and that's why they don't pick me. It feels even worse and makes me think that even more when they move to another state THEN they come out of the closet :/ One has even gone as far as to tell me about his sexual encounters with other guys when he knew I liked him. The nerve. Then he avoided discussing why he didn't come out here and what's wrong with me so I ignored him for a really long time. So yeah I'm kinda desperate, actually. Lame.

My friend did hook me up once with this guy and he blowed me in the movie theatre and it was sooo good.. I wanted to do it to him too but then I suddenly got paranoid cause I realized the room had filled in more and there were people in front of us. Our row did stay empty. I told him we should stop but oh gosh I wanted more and I don't know why I chickened out. I did keep rubbing his dick through his pants and kissing him and it all just felt so good.. that made me know I definitely like guys since the first guy I was ever with was kinda gross so I wasn't totally sure yet and I still don't get turned on at all by women. Anyway.. I never saw him again, we talked/texted for a few months and things got in the way so we couldn't see each other and I learned he was the get in fights all the time and fuck school type, no good to be with.. and the things he said sometimes.. I was afraid he'd hurt me if we were alone so I stopped talking to him. I still feel bad sometimes and think maybe he just needed someone and was unhappy with his life because his family didn't accept him. It's actually been a couple years already, time flies. I haven't tried very hard though, can't sit around and wait for friends to get me guys. The people I know that go to clubs kinda turn me off because of the things they like to do that result in them being passed out on the bathroom floor.. and I think that they're just full of people just like them, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to TRY and maybe someone just like me is going there just to try too. Maybe they're also horrified by those things and like being in control of themselves at all times. Right now I'm working on just making friends with guys again and see where it goes from there.

StarGirl13 ,,,,, I really like your way of thinking and your open mind. I would LOVE to have a girlfriend like you,,, And Yes, there are alot of guys that are very much into the "secrets" they dont want certain someones to find out about the dark secrets they hold within. And if anything was ever to be said around other friends about one of the guys that enjoys bisexual encounters, The Guys outside the bi circle will most always find it in their heart to start the verbal abuse and harrassing since "its Gay" for a straight guy to enjoy giving his good buddy a cock sucking and swallowing even. Society and the moral majority cant seem to get past that part where they feel no matter what a normal Macho guy would never consider or even enjoy sex with another male, or in my case to enjoy oral sex with another guy while dressed in some comfy and fun lingerie (Im a crossdresser yes.) stuff.

Good luck getting people to be honest with this poll lol. I consider myself straight but I'm probbly not. I've done things with a friend, but that's as far as it went and I could never do anything like that with a stranger. The sex was fun, but I didn't really have any urge to do things with them, nor did I feel anything beyond it being pleasurable.

Well I am a guy who was questioning while in college, so I went online and found a guy who was on campus. We traded off head a couple times but we never went all the way and came within each other...

Hit it.

aww don't say that!!... The reason I made it cuz i figured people would be honest here since its pretty anonymous on this website other than ur username. It's not like they are broadcasting it to their friends and family so I wanted to get some cold hard truth. I have a boyfriend and him and his friends are all pretty hot and often joke about homosexual things and I started to wonder..... I looked it up on google and surprisingly found that soo many guys like fucking around with other guys but its a secret to everyone else they know and their GFS.. but they are straight.
I have no problem with this I just wanted to see how common it is before I go wondering or asking if he does it.