Grieving the death of my best friend

My bestfriend passed away in march 2017 at only the age of 16. The last time I had been with her we were beyond smashed at a party, and the next morning I remember taking us to mcdonalds just so she could puke out my passenger window.. we both worked and went to school so we didn't talk everyday but we still know where we stood with each other. I guess I'm just wondering if it's normal to have daydreams and actual dreams of seeing her, just one last time. My daydreams consist of me closing my eyes just to see her face smiling or giving me a sassy look as she walked by me at school. I don't feel like this grieve will ever pass by.. All I want is to hug her. I miss her so much. Rest in peace Aliciaā¤ So upset you left me here on this shitty planet all alonešŸ˜©

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  • One of my best friends killed himself in 2011. He still visits me in dreams weekly which I like.
    This isn't really something people get over but you learn to live with it.

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  • cookiecream

    I still feel like that once-twice a year with my ex-bestfriend that's still alive. I don't daydream per se but I will think about all our old memories. Also, every once an a while I'll have a dream about her.

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  • Redrick

    It's a strange world but she defo has your back and u bother loved each other and no money in the world could replace that. Enjoy your life and you will see her later on ;-)

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  • Youngvictoria

    Sorry for your loss. it's normal to feel that way for a while. Stay strong.

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