I have amazing parents who deserved a child that would have treated them like the amazing people they are. But instead they got me. While I was kissing the ass of people who didn't give a shit about me, I would take my frustration and anger out on my parents. Here lately I have wished that God would just remove me from this planet and from my parents' memory as if I never existed. I'm not saying this out of self-pity, but out of self-awareness. I'm not going to kill myself and I want to make that clear to anyone who reads this because I would never advocate suicide. I'm just writing what's true as far as my rotten ass is concerned. The guilt I have in treating the two most incredible people in the world the way I have is a heavy burden, but one I refuse to put down because I deserve to carry it.
Given the chance, would you have chosen to be born?
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I have amazing parents who deserved a child that would have treated them like the amazing people they are. But instead they got me. While I was kissing the ass of people who didn't give a shit about me, I would take my frustration and anger out on my parents. Here lately I have wished that God would just remove me from this planet and from my parents' memory as if I never existed. I'm not saying this out of self-pity, but out of self-awareness. I'm not going to kill myself and I want to make that clear to anyone who reads this because I would never advocate suicide. I'm just writing what's true as far as my rotten ass is concerned. The guilt I have in treating the two most incredible people in the world the way I have is a heavy burden, but one I refuse to put down because I deserve to carry it.