When I'm at a party, I feel social anxiety and alcohol helps me have fun because I don't feel inhibited from talking even if what I'm saying is total nonsense and BS. Then chill out with some green. Then I'll hopefully crash or be driven home by a sober friend, and then crash. I started this behavior around 18-19 towards the end of high school. My social circle did a huge shift and so I hang out with people who drink and smoke so that had something to do with it, but it was my choice. As long as you're responsible as you can be with the substances, I don't see what the problem is (until people or property is hurt).
Sometimes the feeling of being less inhibited blends into regular life.
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When I'm at a party, I feel social anxiety and alcohol helps me have fun because I don't feel inhibited from talking even if what I'm saying is total nonsense and BS. Then chill out with some green. Then I'll hopefully crash or be driven home by a sober friend, and then crash. I started this behavior around 18-19 towards the end of high school. My social circle did a huge shift and so I hang out with people who drink and smoke so that had something to do with it, but it was my choice. As long as you're responsible as you can be with the substances, I don't see what the problem is (until people or property is hurt).
Sometimes the feeling of being less inhibited blends into regular life.