Mine is kind of lame, but I still have feelings for the first guy I ever loved. It was about four years when he told me he loved me for the first time. Like an idiot I choked and couldn't say it back to him. It took about two and a half years for me to work up the nerve to try let him know how I felt, but by then it was too late. He'll be getting married in a few months and he will never know what I felt for him. All I can do is watch his life blossom before my eyes, while I stay silent. I'm sure he'll be happier with her and not me. I've mostly accepted it but there's a small part of me that hurts every now and then. But life goes on.
It'll never go away sometimes we meet the loves of our life a little too late.
But you will never forget him no matter who you're with or have kids and live in a mansion.
It's sad how fucked up life can be :(
All you can wish for is the wife, girlfriend whatever the fuck they call them themselves to break up so you can swoop back in :(
I know...but deep down you'll always feel like you let him get away.
Men don't think the same way as women, I learning that they frankly don't give a f which saddens me. I'm not neurotic but if you say we're friends and we'll get over this then why do I have to keep in contact and not the other way around??
Get it off your shoulders
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Mine is kind of lame, but I still have feelings for the first guy I ever loved. It was about four years when he told me he loved me for the first time. Like an idiot I choked and couldn't say it back to him. It took about two and a half years for me to work up the nerve to try let him know how I felt, but by then it was too late. He'll be getting married in a few months and he will never know what I felt for him. All I can do is watch his life blossom before my eyes, while I stay silent. I'm sure he'll be happier with her and not me. I've mostly accepted it but there's a small part of me that hurts every now and then. But life goes on.
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It'll never go away sometimes we meet the loves of our life a little too late.
But you will never forget him no matter who you're with or have kids and live in a mansion.
It's sad how fucked up life can be :(
All you can wish for is the wife, girlfriend whatever the fuck they call them themselves to break up so you can swoop back in :(
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I don't want them to break up. I want him to be happy, if he loves her and she loves him well who am I to say otherwise?
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I know...but deep down you'll always feel like you let him get away.
Men don't think the same way as women, I learning that they frankly don't give a f which saddens me. I'm not neurotic but if you say we're friends and we'll get over this then why do I have to keep in contact and not the other way around??