Gay straight or bi
So Ive always been very observant of both sexes. I am a freshman in college and in a sorority. Just last night I was high, and lying in bed i began to wonder why i couldn't seem to find a guy. I was great friends with almost an entire frat house, and even had a few guys interested me. I was also really interested in one of the guys as well. But thing with me that has always stopped from commititng to a relationship is the fact that my best friends dad molested me when i was around 8 years old.
Part of me believes that that is the reason i dont trust a lot of men, even though i seem to gravitate towards them. but then part of me wonders if i even want to. I feel all the time im gonna be a bad mom bc im not ga ga over babies and all that stuff. I really would like to be certain im straight, i guess its true that you wonder. I mean if uve never been gay before its not like you know what it feels like. I am defiently sexually attracted to men, but sometime i fantasize about women too. I think I am straight and hoping that this is just a phase. until then if you in my same boat i pray you can get through this confusing time. cross your fingers for me too.