Gang bang rape
When I was 14 I got gang banged by a group of guys after drinking with them at a party. I don't remember any of it except for them cumming on and playing with my tits. The only reason I know what happened was because some one slipped up and told me that 5 guys ran a train on me.
Anyway, so since then I have been really wanting to get gang banged/raped again only this time I want to be awake and fully for it. I don't know what it is but the thought of being held down and taken advantage of excites me as it did when I was told it happened to me many year ago. I am a grown woman and fantasize about being held down and have my holes ravished by at least 5 men. Sometimes I wonder wtf is wrong with me! So is this normal to fantasize about being gang banged/raped?