Friends scent turns me on.
This began when I had a huge crush on my friend last summer. I wanted to ask her out, but she has a policy of never dating a friend she's known for a long time. So for the longest time I've had to hide my feelings for her which I'm still doing. I stayed the night at her house one night, and I was really horny for some reason. I began to go at it on her couch in her upstairs game room, and her jacket that she wore was upstairs. I thought about it for a second, and I grabbed it and smelled it a lot while I was going at it until i finished. I did it a second time when she came to visit my friends and I at my school. She went to take a shower and I went into her backpack took her bra and did the same thing. I feel indifferent to what I've done, but when ever I'm back at her house, and i see clothes of her's I starting thinking about what I did. Should I go get help for what I did, or should I just bury what I did as another skeleton in my closet?