I used to be a fucking pothead and I stopped. However there were occasions where I used to smoke it and I freak out by the intense guilt of smoking the crap.
Is there something that was associated with your pot smoking, something traumatic or something else like guilt of smoking the stuff that bugs you?
Another thing, smoking pot also brought up bad memories for me - things that when not stoned I could easily hide but when I was stoned my brain was simply flooded with the crap I was trying to hide.
I'm so glad I totally stopped myself from smoking pot.
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Shit man. I'm the same too.
I used to be a fucking pothead and I stopped. However there were occasions where I used to smoke it and I freak out by the intense guilt of smoking the crap.
Is there something that was associated with your pot smoking, something traumatic or something else like guilt of smoking the stuff that bugs you?
Another thing, smoking pot also brought up bad memories for me - things that when not stoned I could easily hide but when I was stoned my brain was simply flooded with the crap I was trying to hide.
I'm so glad I totally stopped myself from smoking pot.