Yes, I think I preferred them more then, but despite that always dreamed of being with a boy for a lifelong relationship. I tried to suppress the feelings for women, to where I was fine just fantasizing about/looking at their bodies (and never actually going out with one)..but fantasizing about guys for their personality and true love
finding out my sexuality orientation - midlife
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Yes, I think I preferred them more then, but despite that always dreamed of being with a boy for a lifelong relationship. I tried to suppress the feelings for women, to where I was fine just fantasizing about/looking at their bodies (and never actually going out with one)..but fantasizing about guys for their personality and true love