Feelings and sadness

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I don’t know how to call this kind of stage where one feels so empty, lost, no direction, misguided. I worry so much about what’s going to happen to me in the future. I am aware that things might happen like that or like this in the future but I do nothing about it. My life has totally changed. How I wish things are still the same just like before. I love being a kid. No heartaches, no big problems to solve. The only problems I have back then were just math problems which for me are not really problems. I can handle them unlike these problems I’m facing right now, they are so unbearable. Sadness wraps around me.
I’m waiting for the day where in I can wake up from this bad dream of sorrows, worries, and pains. I’m waiting for someone who can pick me up again from the ground of despair. I really miss the old times. I miss the happiness and contentment I have before. I wish I could do something about them.
“Success is the best revenge you can give to someone who hurt you.” This has always been running in my mind. I am not sure if I’ll be successful. Graduation is near to come yet I can feel that I am not ready for the corporate world. How can I be successful with this kind of mentality I have. I don’t know what step to take, to continue my studies or to have a job. Which one will bring and give me a better life? God, I’m so confused and lost!
Problems, worries, pains, please get the hell out of my system!

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  • HappyHairyGuy
    12 years ago

    Sometimes despair sets in; all we can do is ride it out. Keep breathing. Let time pass. There can be therapies or friends or other things to cheer us up, but sometimes, we're deep in the pit. It happens.

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  • Gokumaster
    13 years ago

    I'm 41 and now and then I have the same feelings. But like math solve 1 equation at the time and you would be just ready for the rest that it would come. After all this is part of learning who you really are and what are you made of.

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  • combatgal856
    13 years ago

    I've been feeling like that every now and then when my thoughts get the better of me. I would also say speak to a GP or profesional. I want to but have no courage, but go and do it, I'm sure you'll feel tones better

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  • jamesmom
    13 years ago

    I have been feeling like that before but I know that it is a phase as well and when you keep on looking forward and try to think of positive actions and not get too worried about every little thing then you will find that you will be fine. I agree you should speak to someone professionally to get it out there so you can minimise the impact of it.

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  • harrypotterdork22
    13 years ago

    you might be clinically depressed.
    its okay, see a therapist/ psychologist.
    100% normal.

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