Tanx 4 all ur comments...just 2 make some few things clear. I don't have schizophrenia, I don't pretend to be some else, I don't have a alternate personality, I don't have 2 names for myself and I don't pretend to have false problems so I can solve them....
This feeling has gotten worse in the past 2 or 3 years and at this point I have lost my will to live. I’m not suicidal I just don't care if I die right now...to have no motivation, ambitions or a will 2 live feels like being dead.
I literally don't feel any emotion except for anger and maybe a little hate...when something happens to me I know how that was suppose to make me feel and I’ll rearrange my face to make that emotion...I pretend to feel. I’m just going through the motions of life. BlueWolf may be Wright and JDoe.
My world has turned grey...cause of this fight in my head. I'm losing myself and turn into someone I'm not...the 2 people in my head met and I'm turn into a third person that a combination of the other 2...I'm lost
I have felt this exact way. 2 people in my head and they call each other my name though, both of them make me. I feel this is just a coping mechanism. And the reason it gets worse is because you are struggling with something. The same thing happened to me, when I started being insecure the contradicting voices would fight more. I just distract myself from them so I wouldn't feel low all the time. Maybe try getting a medical card (depending where you live) for mary j, it honesty helps to make them go away. I hope all this helped.
I completely understand what you're saying. I keep going, basically on auto-pilot. I wish I had advice for you, but I can't even help myself. Sorry. It is nice to know some one else is living thru the same thing :'(
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Tanx 4 all ur comments...just 2 make some few things clear. I don't have schizophrenia, I don't pretend to be some else, I don't have a alternate personality, I don't have 2 names for myself and I don't pretend to have false problems so I can solve them....
This feeling has gotten worse in the past 2 or 3 years and at this point I have lost my will to live. I’m not suicidal I just don't care if I die right now...to have no motivation, ambitions or a will 2 live feels like being dead.
I literally don't feel any emotion except for anger and maybe a little hate...when something happens to me I know how that was suppose to make me feel and I’ll rearrange my face to make that emotion...I pretend to feel. I’m just going through the motions of life. BlueWolf may be Wright and JDoe.
My world has turned grey...cause of this fight in my head. I'm losing myself and turn into someone I'm not...the 2 people in my head met and I'm turn into a third person that a combination of the other 2...I'm lost
Hope this makes sense, because it doesn't to me
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Hi I feel exactly how you described tell me did you ever find out what's the problem ?
Because I just don't know anymore
I have felt this exact way. 2 people in my head and they call each other my name though, both of them make me. I feel this is just a coping mechanism. And the reason it gets worse is because you are struggling with something. The same thing happened to me, when I started being insecure the contradicting voices would fight more. I just distract myself from them so I wouldn't feel low all the time. Maybe try getting a medical card (depending where you live) for mary j, it honesty helps to make them go away. I hope all this helped.
I completely understand what you're saying. I keep going, basically on auto-pilot. I wish I had advice for you, but I can't even help myself. Sorry. It is nice to know some one else is living thru the same thing :'(