i have th esame problem almost like im evil and ruthless in one personality and happy carring and vulnerab;le on the other. but i cant ever tell when im swiched unless im int he cal vulnerable normal mode when i notice my other half and its almost as if theres a third that watches both of those and thnats a whole nother entity itself
This is the kind of thing I get, I live life as the kind and considerate person but I feel like there is some kind of other thing in there with me, I'm an atheist and don't believe in so much as a soul so we can throw that out the window. Like sometimes I feel like if I give up on life I'll sink into that other voice that wants nothing good.
I'm neutral at best as a person. Also though I can hold arguments inside my head me against me (Although I only really identify as one entity) but sometimes I do also see it as a third party observing, so I'm willing to be this is a proper syndrome if we experience the same symptoms almost entirely.
It is hard to fully explain it though.
Also sometimes one voice will berate me and I can't reply to it I just have to think "Shut-up" and try and drown it out sometimes well regularly really I punch myself in the head or leg to try and stop that. It is truly horrible and if anyone knows what this condition is called I'd really appreciate some support.
Feel like there are 2 different people in me
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i have th esame problem almost like im evil and ruthless in one personality and happy carring and vulnerab;le on the other. but i cant ever tell when im swiched unless im int he cal vulnerable normal mode when i notice my other half and its almost as if theres a third that watches both of those and thnats a whole nother entity itself
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This is the kind of thing I get, I live life as the kind and considerate person but I feel like there is some kind of other thing in there with me, I'm an atheist and don't believe in so much as a soul so we can throw that out the window. Like sometimes I feel like if I give up on life I'll sink into that other voice that wants nothing good.
I'm neutral at best as a person. Also though I can hold arguments inside my head me against me (Although I only really identify as one entity) but sometimes I do also see it as a third party observing, so I'm willing to be this is a proper syndrome if we experience the same symptoms almost entirely.
It is hard to fully explain it though.
Also sometimes one voice will berate me and I can't reply to it I just have to think "Shut-up" and try and drown it out sometimes well regularly really I punch myself in the head or leg to try and stop that. It is truly horrible and if anyone knows what this condition is called I'd really appreciate some support.