Sounds like your very creation and birth surrounds jealousies. You used to get alot of attention till the baby came along. Im glad you are 19. Time for you to get a job. Practice beatifying yourself but dont fall for what men say. They are a financial trap. Get money baby. Save it for yourself and yourself only. You are old enough to get an apartment and education. You should use everyone in your family for money just so u can survive and find your own way in life. This is what i did. I went through the SAME thing you did. And when i was the laugh-at target in the family i was also the ONLY one taken advantage of sexually in the family too. As you grow older never tell your family how you made it in life. NEVER....if u do ....you give them power to tear you down as an adult. Always remember that you are better than them because you are no Cinderella as a peasant. You are a beautiful princess.
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Sounds like your very creation and birth surrounds jealousies. You used to get alot of attention till the baby came along. Im glad you are 19. Time for you to get a job. Practice beatifying yourself but dont fall for what men say. They are a financial trap. Get money baby. Save it for yourself and yourself only. You are old enough to get an apartment and education. You should use everyone in your family for money just so u can survive and find your own way in life. This is what i did. I went through the SAME thing you did. And when i was the laugh-at target in the family i was also the ONLY one taken advantage of sexually in the family too. As you grow older never tell your family how you made it in life. NEVER....if u do ....you give them power to tear you down as an adult. Always remember that you are better than them because you are no Cinderella as a peasant. You are a beautiful princess.