Maybe you should explore yourself spiritually or find something that does mean something to you, it just seems like you think everything has become meaningless but a lot of stuff like video games and manga kinda is. Not to say that it doesn't have it's merits, I'm just saying maybe you wanna focus on bigger things.
Do you have no ambition to change the world? Provide something that maybe no one else could? Not everyone does, I'm just wondering.
What you pointed out is exactly the reason I quit playing videogames, reading manga/books and watching movies. That and the fact that now any kind of plot/gameplay I come across doesn't get my attention.
I've not always been like this. When I was a child I was really ambitious, I wanted to do something that would make other people remember me even after I was dead. Kind of like the ancient Greek heroes, who believed that was the only way to gain a sort of immortality. Now I lost all of my motivation to reach any goal, since everything sounds pointless to me. Add to that my low self esteem and that everybody (including myself) annoys me, and you get that I'm quite hopeless.
I really don't know what to do to change this situation. I think the only reason I'm trying to get ouf of it is that I'm tired of feeling like s**t everyday and everytime I watch myself in the mirror I feel more and more disgusted.
Everything is boring, nothing seems to excite me anymore.
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Maybe you should explore yourself spiritually or find something that does mean something to you, it just seems like you think everything has become meaningless but a lot of stuff like video games and manga kinda is. Not to say that it doesn't have it's merits, I'm just saying maybe you wanna focus on bigger things.
Do you have no ambition to change the world? Provide something that maybe no one else could? Not everyone does, I'm just wondering.
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What you pointed out is exactly the reason I quit playing videogames, reading manga/books and watching movies. That and the fact that now any kind of plot/gameplay I come across doesn't get my attention.
I've not always been like this. When I was a child I was really ambitious, I wanted to do something that would make other people remember me even after I was dead. Kind of like the ancient Greek heroes, who believed that was the only way to gain a sort of immortality. Now I lost all of my motivation to reach any goal, since everything sounds pointless to me. Add to that my low self esteem and that everybody (including myself) annoys me, and you get that I'm quite hopeless.
I really don't know what to do to change this situation. I think the only reason I'm trying to get ouf of it is that I'm tired of feeling like s**t everyday and everytime I watch myself in the mirror I feel more and more disgusted.