every day is a fresh start.

I disagree. Even if someone apologizes and you accept their apology or peace offering doesn't mean you're saying I immediately am over this. I think accepting an apology is a start in the road to forgiveness and building back trust. I don't think forgetting always goes along with forgetting automatically either for me. That takes even longer for me. I can forgive and still not forget and be cautious. This is just how it works for me.