Ever since i was a little boy i knew i was born the wrong gender

One of the very first memories i remember is getting ready to go to school for my first time when i was like god knows how young. I have 3 sisters and my mother told me to wear anything i wanted. I remember getting a cute dress from my sisters closet and putting it on. I was all excited and then i got my ass handed to me by my parents. From them on the only other time i recall wearing girls clothing in public was in 8th grade. It was halloween and i dressed myself up completely as a girl in the bathroom before school started. My plans were to wear that at school and change before going home. Unfortunately that didn't work out. I was in my home room class for about 2 minutes before i was called to the principals office and i was suspended. Apparently my teacher thought it was completely unacceptable and the principal agreed......