Ever fantasize your whole future with a girl you feel attracted to?

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There's a girl who is always on the bus I catch to work. The bus there AND the bus back home. So she must be working near me too. Anyway, I feel strangely attracted to her. And I hate when this happens. Cause everytime I feel attracted to someone I end up imagining my entire life with them there. What it would be like to have a family with them. What it would be like to live with them. All sorts of fantasies. It makes me feel so pathetic! Thinking about life with someone I don't even know!
I haven't even had a conversation with her. Only asked her a question once, that was it. I'm too shy to approach her, I need an excuse to convince myself I'm not making a fool of myself.

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  • notemojustsad
    11 years ago | pl

    That is perfectly normal for me, I also imagine what are the names of the children going to be or what kind of pet we will keep....I am pathetic like that

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  • dappled
    11 years ago | pl

    There used to be a goth who got my bus to work. She always sat two or three seats in front of me; close enough for me to know that she always smelled of apricots (it must have been her shower gel or perfume). She looked a bit like Nemi from the comic strip. Sometimes she'd get on with her friend (who looked a little bit like Cyan from the same strip) and when they talked, it was obvious she was really funny with a dry, laconic sense of humour.

    I desired her the same way one might desire water after a week adrift at sea. In the same way you imagine all varieties of water (with ice cubes, with cordial, flowing like crystal in a babbling brook, falling from the sky) so did I imagine my life with her. The sunday morning lie-ins, the play fights, the sex, the wedding, and old age in a cottage beside the sea.

    And in the years of breathing her in, of looking for her as we approached her bus stop, hoping she'd be there, of all the interminable plans to write her a letter and drop it beside her as I got off the bus, of all the longing glances, the thrill of seeing her smile, how many times did I speak to her?

    Not once.

    Say hello to your girl. Don't let there be two people as stupid as I was.

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    • VioletTrees
      11 years ago | pl

      I'm not sure if that's sweet or creepy.

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    • chewy
      11 years ago | pl

      Was the Goth girl cute?

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      • dappled
        11 years ago | pl

        She was just kind of normal-looking. I don't think most people would have looked twice. But, to me, she was gorgeous.

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        • chewy
          11 years ago | pl

          That is all that matters, it shouldn't matter what others think as long as you like her apperance.

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  • anomiely
    11 years ago | pl

    Its normal but I think it is sad (I do it too sometimes). I think it actually doesn't have to do with any particular girl, but rather you are projecting your own wishful thinking and dreams onto a person who happens to be there. If that girl wasn't there you'd be daydreaming about some imaginary girl

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    • Mmmpfh
      11 years ago | pl

      I agree with this. And I also think its sad. Makes me feel sad when I do it...

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  • DaemonWolf
    11 years ago | pl

    Regret is a double edged sword that cuts deep in its realisation and cuts again as it leaves you with a future less bright.

    Listen to dappled.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago | pl

    I think about sticking my tounge up her ass :p

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  • umadbro?
    11 years ago | pl

    all the time :3

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  • tellmeimwrong
    11 years ago | pl

    I used to when I was younger, now I don't let that pass by. When I see a girl and feel a strange passion i force myself to pursue her.

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  • KeddersPrincess
    11 years ago | pl

    Ever listen to that Temptaion song "Just My Imagination"?

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  • smartpatrol11
    11 years ago | pl

    I just imagine fucking them

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