Looks like the speed pill fucked you up big time bro.
Looks like it did some irreversible damage. Maybe.
From your explaination about how xtc and speed affected you, amphetamines is NOT for you. From what you explained, you get hit big time by their crashes, even as a newcomer. And that is bad news, cause If you keep doing them, the crashes and depressions just get worse and worse from here. So no more amphetamines (meth, speed, ice, xtc , mdma, ritalin) for you buddy kay.
Whereas the anxiety, and the fear of having a bad trip? It has to be from the one killer shrooms trip. I had a bad trip on shrooms, so bad, that even killing myself wasn't the answer. I was reallyreally scared of taking psychedelics ever again, because that is some tuff shit you know, it's not for everybody.Mindfucker drugs. Until I tried lsd that is. my fear went away. chances are, if you don't like shrooms, you'll like lsd, and vice versa. Maybe you should try it, but make sure you are in nature, and with someone close, someone who has the power to distract you If you do encounter a bad trip. You know, it's worth a shot. I plucked up the courage to do it, you know why? Because I decided that I should respect each individual drug for what it is, no matter how horrifying my shrooms trip was, lsd is not shrooms. So I let that sugarcube melt without any expectations for what might could come. - but prepared for the worst obs, considering how shrooms fucked me up big time too.
I smoke a lot of weed everyday, and sometimes I encounter periods where I go down into a spirial and get depressed and my anxiety skyrockets, yet keep on smoking. But after 3 weeks I am usually back on track again and blissfully happy with each toke. The trick is to get yourself out of that spirial. It's all in the mind, and you can reverse it, just like how you got into that hole, climb back up, and out. If you love weed that much, like how I love it, you'll get yourself through it. I distracted myself and instead concentrated on the better aspects of it - the music, the beautiful sights, and pushed myself out of that spirial with a consciencous effort and force. But I got through it :)
I hope you get through this, and manage to rekindle your love and spirit for the peace herb.
drugs fucked up my life.
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Looks like the speed pill fucked you up big time bro.
Looks like it did some irreversible damage. Maybe.
From your explaination about how xtc and speed affected you, amphetamines is NOT for you. From what you explained, you get hit big time by their crashes, even as a newcomer. And that is bad news, cause If you keep doing them, the crashes and depressions just get worse and worse from here. So no more amphetamines (meth, speed, ice, xtc , mdma, ritalin) for you buddy kay.
Whereas the anxiety, and the fear of having a bad trip? It has to be from the one killer shrooms trip. I had a bad trip on shrooms, so bad, that even killing myself wasn't the answer. I was reallyreally scared of taking psychedelics ever again, because that is some tuff shit you know, it's not for everybody.Mindfucker drugs. Until I tried lsd that is. my fear went away. chances are, if you don't like shrooms, you'll like lsd, and vice versa. Maybe you should try it, but make sure you are in nature, and with someone close, someone who has the power to distract you If you do encounter a bad trip. You know, it's worth a shot. I plucked up the courage to do it, you know why? Because I decided that I should respect each individual drug for what it is, no matter how horrifying my shrooms trip was, lsd is not shrooms. So I let that sugarcube melt without any expectations for what might could come. - but prepared for the worst obs, considering how shrooms fucked me up big time too.
I smoke a lot of weed everyday, and sometimes I encounter periods where I go down into a spirial and get depressed and my anxiety skyrockets, yet keep on smoking. But after 3 weeks I am usually back on track again and blissfully happy with each toke. The trick is to get yourself out of that spirial. It's all in the mind, and you can reverse it, just like how you got into that hole, climb back up, and out. If you love weed that much, like how I love it, you'll get yourself through it. I distracted myself and instead concentrated on the better aspects of it - the music, the beautiful sights, and pushed myself out of that spirial with a consciencous effort and force. But I got through it :)
I hope you get through this, and manage to rekindle your love and spirit for the peace herb.
SWED: smoke weed everyday dude