yeah man drugs can really fuck you up. I took mushrooms, salvia, blew percs and vics, smoked pot since 16 and a closet alcoholic since fifteen. i went to college and 2010 was the worst summer of my life. i lost a girl and my alcohol use got me to the point i was drinking from sunrise to sunrise. at 19. id mix presecription pills with boos and pot, and even had an intense salvia trip one night that i still hallucinate from. i see colors all the time that arnt there and have spatial hallucinations. i stayed sober for two years and went from a part animal to a loner crying ut for help. as for the face thing and the odd thoughts. those are symptoms of thought disorder. i have bi polar now and struggled with ocd my whole life. I hallucinate, severely depressed, suicidal, and my life and perception of life will never be the same. its a sad thing. but you should stay away from pot. i still smoke, but take small hits. my thoughts get heavily distorted. its as if the trips and altered mindsets dont go away. maybe your thoughts high and sober are similiar to the charecteristics of the trip, stay strong, and when all else fails, listen to alice in chains 'down in a hole' 'check my brain' and 'nutshell.' youll see you arnt alone
drugs fucked up my life.
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yeah man drugs can really fuck you up. I took mushrooms, salvia, blew percs and vics, smoked pot since 16 and a closet alcoholic since fifteen. i went to college and 2010 was the worst summer of my life. i lost a girl and my alcohol use got me to the point i was drinking from sunrise to sunrise. at 19. id mix presecription pills with boos and pot, and even had an intense salvia trip one night that i still hallucinate from. i see colors all the time that arnt there and have spatial hallucinations. i stayed sober for two years and went from a part animal to a loner crying ut for help. as for the face thing and the odd thoughts. those are symptoms of thought disorder. i have bi polar now and struggled with ocd my whole life. I hallucinate, severely depressed, suicidal, and my life and perception of life will never be the same. its a sad thing. but you should stay away from pot. i still smoke, but take small hits. my thoughts get heavily distorted. its as if the trips and altered mindsets dont go away. maybe your thoughts high and sober are similiar to the charecteristics of the trip, stay strong, and when all else fails, listen to alice in chains 'down in a hole' 'check my brain' and 'nutshell.' youll see you arnt alone