Doing drugs and want another way of life

Listen, I am 21 years old- I have been smoking weed since I ws fifteen and I have done more than my fair share of exstasy- truthfully I almost died because of it last year and I am not ashamed to say it. I LOVED DRUGS. Too much. I wasn't stupid but I made horrible decisions in the start of my life and I let it ruin everything good around me. I work at a plastics factory too. I love my job. I love the life that my job allows me to have- but more importantly I love the life that I allow me to have. People love all sorts of crazy things- Your ability to recognize what is going to "love you back" is very very important in life. And in the end drugs always make you want more. Love makes you feel full always, not just sometimes- I got my job at the plastics factory when I quit doing x and now- I have had two promotions, I focus, I make good money, have a new home and a boyfriend who I can also love and because I love all this and it loves me back- I am full and without drugs, able to realize what is important to me. Find what is important to you-and you will find yourself until then you are nobody...