Sounds like maybe your family situation is confusing you. You don't sound gay to the readers, but your family constantly hating on gays may in some way, make you want to explore this more. I'm not reading that you're gay either, just that you're curious. There are many straight males who have done gay things in the past and aren't gay. I also think you playing with yourself analy is casuing you anxiety. Many people mentally associate that with being gay, when it's really just masturbation. It's a natural response to want to do the opposite of what everyones telling you to do. I was once in a relationship where the person was afraid and always accusing me of cheating. I never did and never have, butt I somehow still felt like a cheater. It's odd, but I really don't think you're gay.
does this make me gay?
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Sounds like maybe your family situation is confusing you. You don't sound gay to the readers, but your family constantly hating on gays may in some way, make you want to explore this more. I'm not reading that you're gay either, just that you're curious. There are many straight males who have done gay things in the past and aren't gay. I also think you playing with yourself analy is casuing you anxiety. Many people mentally associate that with being gay, when it's really just masturbation. It's a natural response to want to do the opposite of what everyones telling you to do. I was once in a relationship where the person was afraid and always accusing me of cheating. I never did and never have, butt I somehow still felt like a cheater. It's odd, but I really don't think you're gay.