I am the same way. I find most social interactions to be boring and ridiculous. I hate the selfish, gossipy, shallow culture we have. I hate religious people, I hate political people. I hate people who are overly opinionated. I hate the way other people drive. I find most other people to just be annoyance that I have to deal with to feign normalcy. I feel like most of the time when I'm seeming to enjoy myself I'm really faking it. And I can only fake it for so long before I'm like fuck it, I gotta get out of here. I have a husband that I love very much and girlfriends that I genuinely enjoy hanging out with most of the time, but I have no interest in forming new relationships or friendships. But to be honest, I think I'm depressed. I don't think that feeling this way is normal or something that people like you and I should just accept. I wish I could be one of those people that can just let things roll off and not be bothered by things I can't do anything about. Like the general state of humanity. I sometimes feel like I can't bear to live on this planet with these people and their twisted, selfish ways. But it's really my only option, so I gotta learn to deal. I think I'm going to go talk to someone soon and see if I can get some help finding balance in my life. Maybe you should do the same.
Does my intense dislike/lack of interest in society make me"normal"?
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I am the same way. I find most social interactions to be boring and ridiculous. I hate the selfish, gossipy, shallow culture we have. I hate religious people, I hate political people. I hate people who are overly opinionated. I hate the way other people drive. I find most other people to just be annoyance that I have to deal with to feign normalcy. I feel like most of the time when I'm seeming to enjoy myself I'm really faking it. And I can only fake it for so long before I'm like fuck it, I gotta get out of here. I have a husband that I love very much and girlfriends that I genuinely enjoy hanging out with most of the time, but I have no interest in forming new relationships or friendships. But to be honest, I think I'm depressed. I don't think that feeling this way is normal or something that people like you and I should just accept. I wish I could be one of those people that can just let things roll off and not be bothered by things I can't do anything about. Like the general state of humanity. I sometimes feel like I can't bear to live on this planet with these people and their twisted, selfish ways. But it's really my only option, so I gotta learn to deal. I think I'm going to go talk to someone soon and see if I can get some help finding balance in my life. Maybe you should do the same.