The fact that you have an urge to do something taboo is nothing...the fact that it apparently bothers you is something. Smoking pot is actually pretty stupid, but everybody does some stupid things, we all do. Breaking the law, even something minor, if you are an honest person, creates a little jagged knife in your side that will stab you from time to time in many ways, conscience, anxiety, guilt, shame. We all have them, try to not make too many but forgive yourself but remember you can really screw up by doing things that are taboo so take notice that you can be caught. Get it on your record you smoke pot (or flunk a polygraph or admit you smoke it while trying to get a job, you are going to have some doors slammed in your face. Nowadays even a DWI or a DUI can do the same thing. In the modern world there is no forgiveness (or forgetfulness due to the computer age) to getting caught at what is aberrant behavior.,.it is a societal way of winnowing out the competition. And in the modern world there is very little chance of redemption.
Does it make you a bad/criminal only if you smoke weed or have
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The fact that you have an urge to do something taboo is nothing...the fact that it apparently bothers you is something. Smoking pot is actually pretty stupid, but everybody does some stupid things, we all do. Breaking the law, even something minor, if you are an honest person, creates a little jagged knife in your side that will stab you from time to time in many ways, conscience, anxiety, guilt, shame. We all have them, try to not make too many but forgive yourself but remember you can really screw up by doing things that are taboo so take notice that you can be caught. Get it on your record you smoke pot (or flunk a polygraph or admit you smoke it while trying to get a job, you are going to have some doors slammed in your face. Nowadays even a DWI or a DUI can do the same thing. In the modern world there is no forgiveness (or forgetfulness due to the computer age) to getting caught at what is aberrant behavior.,.it is a societal way of winnowing out the competition. And in the modern world there is very little chance of redemption.