Does he feel the same way?

I've recently graduated from high school and thinking about my teacher that I've had feelings for within the the years that I've known him. However, there were good and bread moments encountered and confused until this day and wanted to know what has occurred. During my sophomore year, I've noticed a new teacher that never seen before in the school. Due to my generosity, I felt like helping him with the students and how most of the things go. We became really close to one another until I began having a crush on him, but I kept denying my feeling because I thought it was impossible and as I told my childhood friend, that's when I realized my feelings for him. We began getting each other like everyone else, but things changed. Yes I did get shy and had butterflies in my stomach, but my teacher also changed towards me as well. We began making eye contact, he began getting really close to me ( but was respectful and aware), was giving me the look when good would talk to me. There was a time when I started at the end of the class to collect the books and have it to him. The time I was hanging out to him he accidentally grasped my hand alongside with the book and we both apologized, blushed, and looked down. Then, it was time for him to leave, whish made me feel upset. Before Christmas break began, on the last day of class, I was leaving, but decided to stop by my friend's locker. However, as I'm on my way to the locker, I hear a group of girls making a ruckus. When I look it's him surrounded by them and once we made eye contact, that's when I mouthed thank you and enjoy your break. I stopped by the locker near the exit. Suddenly, I see my teacher part ways and comes speeding towards I was and we have each other a fist bump noticing how upset he was and years trailing down. He turn to go away but I grabbed the hand that was given to me before he left. Told him he'll be fine. After, the break he was replacing this teacher who retired and we continued the same routines. My junior year was alright, but we had our ups and downs. The downs were that the girls now realized he was all attractive when the year before he wasn't. Not only that, but we began to ignore each other so suddenly for no reason. He began to change among the girls that would flirt with him and he began to become very distant. But, we continued to talk, greet, extreme eye contact and closeness. There was a time when I'm class, I stood in front of him waiting to pass, but he stopped in front of me, got really close, and started paying my back. The funny part was that I zoned out and didn't realize all the students in the class saw. He was very obsessed with my handwriting she notes. Play around, jokes, very generous and willing to have an inspirational conversation with the students. My teacher look for me if I want around, but not question my childhood friend, but I did notice something. His coworkers would watch me and stare to a point that I felt uncomfortable. Supposedly, I was well known assuming that group. There were days when the students were allowed dress down and he found me attractive, I would challenge him to a lot of things, and we would have a conversation alone. But, one day, i told my childhood friend that I'll go to the restroom when he appears so that I get could ask my teacher the question. My childhood friend wanted to know if he felt the same way. What my childhood friend did was ask my teacher in private " if you were here age... Would you date her?" The moment, when I thought I had the time to go to the restroom before he sees me, the guy has to appear and look at me. I've asked my friend what happens to the plan, he said" I don't know, he was like the flash, but The response he gave me was the expression of being indecisive." The whole ritual continues. By my senior year, I would get him even though it was tease to see him sure to my classes. I was very happy to see him, but I've noticed he's changed. He didn't say hi to me at times, but we began to ignore one another. As the situation worsened all I did was ignore, but feeling hurt. He would talk to any girl normally, but me. Smile and laugh, but without me. Not only that, but I found out that he has a fiancee. I felt horrible for falling for a man who is engaged and began to distance myself. He would continue to make eye contact, but I b ignored them to see if he would give up and act like nothing has happened, but I realized it only made it worse. Before, his friends and I were close. Before his friend would calm me bud, but now it's just a hey and just stare. Either way my senior year was bad to begin with even if my teacher wasn't included. Before the last month of school, I was walking down the stares and he was entering the building. We both made eye contact. I ignored him using my phone, and continued walking to the girls locker room. Before getting near, he zoomed passed my side really close where there is no Gap in between us and he says good morning and I do the same. That was it. From the I didn't get to say good bye or thank him. He wasn't a bad person, but the school changed him and changes anyone who enters. What I didn't understand about him was only talking to me when we were alone, blush, eye contact, getting really close. Looking at me but when ignoring him or not talking to him since he did the same to me. There were no worry's after that but eye contact until the last day of school. Why care of her already has a partner. There's plenty of girls in that school, why me? I'm nothing special. My friend wants me to go visit him, but how things ended in bad terms, I can't face him.

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Comments ( 21 )
  • PenisNV

    Are you trying to say that you sucked his cock in a stall in the men's room?

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    • No. In what part does it say that?

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  • paramore93

    Is English your first language?

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    • I understand there were a few mistakes throughout the short story,but because of my auto-correct it automatically changes the words that I do not intend to use.

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    • Also, it's not even English class! You can't assume someone just by a few mistakes that English is not their first language. Many people whose first language is English cannot write or even communicate properly with others depending where they come from.

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      • paramore93

        It was the fact you said you've recently graduated ..
        In my day if you couldn't read and write you didn't graduate xD

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        • Now I understand. :)

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  • Smithers

    You are a very naughty student. Anyway, you've failed at your goal to suck his donkey dick. Better luck with your next teacher!

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    • Besides, he's the only teacher I've had feelings for. No one else.

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    • Not my intention, but that's hilarious.

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  • JonathanOo

    If you can't face him than forget it. He probably is ashamed for not knowing how to handle the situation. Plus if you were younger its not permitted for underage students to be involved with a teacher. If i were him I'd feel sick everyday knowing that i wasnt able to properly convey how i felt. Plus the poor ending to your senior year doesnt help, he likely regrets it all

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    • Thank you very much. My friend said the same thing to me about him regretting it.

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  • Britneywolf

    Perhaps he did have some feelings for you but realized it was wrong because he's a teacher and you're a student. And since he was getting married, he had to let you go.

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  • RoseIsabella

    I assume he never taught you about paragraphs.

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    • I assume that you think this is english class or in school time. This is where you can write anything without corrections and how you want it to be.

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      • Kevinevan

        Yeah but it should at least be readable. It helps your story if people can understand what the fuck you're talking about.

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        • It is so shut the fuck up.

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          • RoseIsabella

            This should have read:
            It is, so shut the fuck up!

            Please try to respect the English language. Perhaps you should have been held back? Are you sure you got a diploma, and not a GED?

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        • RoseIsabella

          Precisely, it's like OP is either not a native English speaker or she is not the most literate. It's sad really.

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          • Like I give two fucks what you think or say.

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            • RoseIsabella

              What exactly do you have against commas?

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