Does anyone else feel attracted to men only while super horny?

I felt like that for quite a while. I found a guy that was willing to help me experiment with this. I couldn't bring myself to do anything to him at first because I wasn't horny at the time. I took five minutes to make myself horny, like you I like women's clothing too so I thought of myself wearing heels and stockings. This gave me the chance to try sexual activities with guy. We kissed and that was it, I stopped at the first stage. It wasn't right for me as much as I thought it was. I wasn't bi or gay even though I though I was. I still continue to wear woman's clothes and now I hardly ever fantasize about guys when I'm horny. Hope this helps