I thought my brain was bleeding because I would get strange sensations in my head and from there on I've been a massive hypochondriac, I thought it could be brain cancer but my doctor refused to get me a CT scan then after that my bulimia came back and I was convinced that all the purging that I was doing had made my stomach weak and that I was bleeding internally it was just an upset bloated stomach, after that a couple of months later I was on my period and boobs usually grow during that time of the month but I thought I had felt a lump in my breasts cried the whole night and went to the doctor the next day it turned out to be nothing. I'm a bulimic and I live in the fear of the possibility of not been able to have children it consumes me. I used to take anti anxiety meds but they made me drowsy 24/7 and I had to stop taking them because I have to study. Exam season I'm always a wreck I'm an overachiever and that doesn't help my anxiety at all. Some days are better than others I'm normal 70% of the time but once that anxiety attack hits me I become a stranger to myself.
Do you suffer from health anxiety?
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I thought my brain was bleeding because I would get strange sensations in my head and from there on I've been a massive hypochondriac, I thought it could be brain cancer but my doctor refused to get me a CT scan then after that my bulimia came back and I was convinced that all the purging that I was doing had made my stomach weak and that I was bleeding internally it was just an upset bloated stomach, after that a couple of months later I was on my period and boobs usually grow during that time of the month but I thought I had felt a lump in my breasts cried the whole night and went to the doctor the next day it turned out to be nothing. I'm a bulimic and I live in the fear of the possibility of not been able to have children it consumes me. I used to take anti anxiety meds but they made me drowsy 24/7 and I had to stop taking them because I have to study. Exam season I'm always a wreck I'm an overachiever and that doesn't help my anxiety at all. Some days are better than others I'm normal 70% of the time but once that anxiety attack hits me I become a stranger to myself.