Do you feel like you wish you were more well known here?

I have no idea, since I first used iin I assumed no one knew who I was and never read my contributions for pretty much 2 years I've gone from thinking, no one probably knows who I am, to maybe they do, to I don't even care if they do or not back to no one knows or cares, to maybe I'm hated, then to I think I'm a fairly well known user then rotating between all choices

I'd like to say I couldn't give a fuck, but I've got to admit that a part of me actually does, and I've always been really bad at judging stuff like this